Tuesday, March 21, 2006

A Montana Reject and Proud Raving Lunatic

A Montana Reject and Proud Raving Lunatic

Not much new to report today. Feeling OK, not great, just OK. Kind of feeling like a fool. Sometimes I think I am crazy. I am bored with this life ... I need to find something, anything to give me purpose ... a reason to get up in the morning. I can't get over how I used to think being retired would be so great. Now, all I think about is wanting to go back to work. I miss the challenge, the structure, the interaction with people. I wish I could get my act back together, constantly looking for something to stimulate me is causing me to be a little depressed. I realize that being housebound is partially to blame ... golly do I want spring to get here, just to be able to go outside without the cold causing me to get sick will go a long way towards helping me in the mental outlook area.

Well, will close for now. Later!

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