A Montana Reject and Proud Raving Lunatic
A Montana Reject and Proud Raving Lunatic
Not much new to report today. Feeling OK, not great, just OK. Kind of feeling like a fool. Sometimes I think I am crazy. I am bored with this life ... I need to find something, anything to give me purpose ... a reason to get up in the morning. I can't get over how I used to think being retired would be so great. Now, all I think about is wanting to go back to work. I miss the challenge, the structure, the interaction with people. I wish I could get my act back together, constantly looking for something to stimulate me is causing me to be a little depressed. I realize that being housebound is partially to blame ... golly do I want spring to get here, just to be able to go outside without the cold causing me to get sick will go a long way towards helping me in the mental outlook area.
Well, will close for now. Later!
Not much new to report today. Feeling OK, not great, just OK. Kind of feeling like a fool. Sometimes I think I am crazy. I am bored with this life ... I need to find something, anything to give me purpose ... a reason to get up in the morning. I can't get over how I used to think being retired would be so great. Now, all I think about is wanting to go back to work. I miss the challenge, the structure, the interaction with people. I wish I could get my act back together, constantly looking for something to stimulate me is causing me to be a little depressed. I realize that being housebound is partially to blame ... golly do I want spring to get here, just to be able to go outside without the cold causing me to get sick will go a long way towards helping me in the mental outlook area.
Well, will close for now. Later!
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